This post started out as a chill, Cali vibes, loving life kind of post. Drew and I shot it in the golden hour one day after work and although it started out rocky (I was having a low confidence day and hated how the photos made me look), it turned into one of my favorite posts I’ve shot since moving here. However, I’ve been in a mood lately and feeling some type of way. I’m frustrated with the lack of momentum with blog projects and I feel like I’ve been putting others before myself. I also feel as though I have been completely under appreciated, and quite frankly, I’m sick of it.
Maybe this post relates more to my day today than I thought it did. Now, instead of a grooving, fun style post, it’s become more of a battle cry. Much like this post, I started today feeling kind of mellow and whiney. But now, with the help of a much needed pep talk and some serious self realization, I’m turning this day into something else. It’s time to stop making excuses, put myself out there and stop caring what anyone else thinks. Sure, I’m a really sensitive and emotional person at my core, but I still have a breaking point and I’ve reached it. Can I Kick It? Sure. But I’m not asking anymore, I’m telling. I’m going to kick ass, take names, and put up with zero bullshit and there’s nothing anyone can do to stop me. Move over people because I’m coming through.
Play this song while scrolling through the photos, it’s better that way: